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The Pearl
- Chapter 8
The thousand s.u. layover at AHS90043A was put to good use. Hammerhead
was back in fighting trim after eight-hundred s.u.'s, but Leith chose
to remain on The Rock for another two sleep cycles to flesh out the
details of their plans. The planning group, made up of the original
members of the first meeting, as well as some of the senior warriors,
went over all the potential weaknesses and developed contingency plans.
Mostly it was Leith, Cusher and Il-yar-Bisen who did the talking,
but the Shutaka were quick to speak up if they thought a suggestion
impractical.
Jor-Dak, Kisa-Mara and Krys-Tian also joined them for most of the
sessions. Jor-Dak, in particular, listened intently and contributed
some keen observations. Leith came to realise that the youngster's
quiet nature hid a brilliant and inquiring mind. Jor-Dak did not
say much, but when he did, his words were well thought out.
Il-yar-Bisen seemed to mellow slightly as the planning sessions
wore on. Leith still thought him a pompous opportunist, but had
to admit that his reputation as a brilliant mnan-gar was justified.
The Harkarian was less likely to think through the consequences
of a plan, but he certainly had flashes of genius. Il-yar-Bisen,
for his part, still thought that Leith was an OREF reject, but began
to show a grudging respect for the Dionean's natural abilities.
Kweela-San and Shira-Ti smiled at each other as they watched their
battle-kin argue.
"If Il-yar-ka was not such a vain cruyst,"
whispered Shira-Ti to Kweela, "he would be almost likable."
"True. And if Leith-ka was not so defensive,"
Kweela murmured back, "he might even learn something."
Belle had absented herself from their planning sessions after the
first meeting, saying she preferred to do things her own way. She
found what passed for a library on The Rock and spent most of her
time scrolling through data on Basra, supplementing the considerable
information she obtained from Il-yar-Bisen. One of the youngest
Shutaka children had taken a liking to the fairy-woman and followed
her around like a shadow. Late in one sleep cycle, Leith and Kweela
had found them curled up asleep together in one of the reading chairs
in the library dome. Carefully gathering up the two small bodies,
they had carried them back to the accommodation dome. Belle had
stirred in Leith's arms, looked sleepily up into his face, than
nestled back against his chest.
Every sleep-cycle, Misha-Dan would retreat with the Keepers to
a secluded storeroom for meditation, returning after about twenty
s.u.'s. Leith noticed that the Keepers seemed drawn and tired after
these sessions, with Krys-Tian, in particular, taking a long time
to regain her vitality and energy. After one of the planning sessions,
when the others had made there way to the settlement's dining facility,
Leith had taken the old Lord-priest aside.
"Misha-Dan, I would like you to be honest with me. How secure
is this Pearl of yours?"
The thin old man took a deep breath and puffed out his cheeks.
"The Keepers are young, Leith Birro. Their training has been
interrupted at a crucial point. I expect a lot of them, perhaps
too much."
"Krys-Tian looks very tired."
To Leith's surprise, Misha-Dan laughed. "Krys? No, that is
not tiredness you see. That is but a faint reflection of all the
sorrow humanity experiences. The Pearl enables you to banish tiredness,
pain and hunger, but not sorrow - or, indeed, happiness. Do not
worry; the children have more than enough physical stamina, Leith
Birro. What they do not have is the necessary concentration spans.
Their youth is important, for it gives them the flexibility to believe
the unbelievable, but with it comes a skittish mind that jumps from
one thought to the next. Flexibility and strength of purpose; it
is a difficult combination to find in a mind."
"This course of action we are planning to take, Misha; what
do you feel about it. You have been very quite of late. Do you have
any misgivings?"
"mnan-gar, do not mistake my silence for censure. My counsel
is not needed here; I am a Priest, not a strategist-tactician. Would
you advise me on the spiritual needs of the Shutaka?"
Just then, Kweela returned with sealed packages of food for herself
and Leith. She knew that he would continue to work through planning
scenarios long after the others had finished and would forget to
eat if she allowed him. She set the food down on a table and fished
around in the pockets of her overalls for some utensils.
"If you need reassurance," Misha-Dan
continued, "talk to your ka."
"The mnan-gar needs no reassurance," Kweela said over
her shoulder as she peeled away the cover from a food container.
"He is a living god, after all."
Shaking his head, the Lord-priest made his way to the exit hatch.
He turned around, just before he stepped through and said, "It
is time you told her about Garidian. And what you have carried around
in your head since we came to this planet." With that, Misha-Dan
was gone.
"What did he mean?" asked Kweela, turning to face Leith.
"It is not important," he said, staring after the Lord-priest.
"Not anymore."
"Were you on Garidian?"
Leith shrugged, closing his eyes as if to block out a painful memory.
"Does it matter?"
"That depends. Were you responsible for the Hellbringers,
or were you among those trying to stop them? The story is that most
of the regular OREF were opposed to the development of the Hellbringers
and did not support the Garidian action."
Leith had turned away from Kweela and was looking out of the clearsteel
window in the dome wall. Night had fallen and the surface of AHS90043A
was bathed in an soft silver light from the moon above, where Leith
could just make out the glimmering shape of Hammerhead docked at
the repair station.
"What do you know of the Hellbringers?" he asked, without
turning around.
"They were an OREF experiment that went wrong; surgically
sculpted humans neuron-fused to computers built into their cranial
cavity. Robotic implants that allowed them to perform superhuman
feats and biofeedback circuits which neutralised all human emotion
- the ultimate killing machine. OREF created twenty of them. Ten
were let loose to quell an uprising on Garidian. The trouble was,
they didn't stop with the rebel army; they just kept on killing.
Every man, woman and child on Garidian - every living thing, right
down to domestic pets. And when OREF tried to retrieve them, they
started killing their masters. How many soldiers did the OREF lose?
Five thousand?"
"Closer to eight, armed to the teeth with the latest and best
weapons."
"And the other Hellbringers somehow found out what was happening
and broke out of the OREF base where they were stationed. It took
three seasons to track them down and neutralise them. I have been
told that the OREF even engaged the Shutaka to help hunt them down;
they were that desperate. The Shutaka stories tell of a great battle
where it took three squads of warriors to kill one Hellbringer.
That's what I know about the Hellbringers."
Still looking out the window, Leith said, "The Shutaka were
the only soldiers who could come close to the Hellbringers - the
Guild of Black does not train their Assassins for mass warfare.
In fact, the OREF got the idea for the Hellbringers by studying
Shutaka victories; you were seen as an emotionless killing machine
in battle - totally ruthless and without mercy."
"You speak with great authority on the subject,
Leith-ka. Were you one of the Hellbringer controllers?"
Leith turned to face Kweela. Before him, he saw a tall, beautiful
woman, radiating an aura of wildness that had always attracted him
and frightened him at the same time. Her green eyes looked deep
into his. He had know Kweela for a long time, but still he did not
know her.
"No, Kweela. I did not help create the Hellbringers. I was
a Hellbringer."
Kweela reacted as Leith had expected her to; that is, she didn't.
Her expression remained neutral and she continued gazing levelly
at him. Leith forced himself to hold her gaze.
"Finish your story, Leith-ka,"
she prompted softly.
"What more is there to say? I was one of the Hellbringers
on Garidian."
"Obviously, you are not one now. What happened?"
"I was captured alive by the OREF and... decommissioned."
Kweela handed a container of food to Leith.
"Eat. And talk. For ten seasons I have waited
for you to tell me this secret of yours. At last, it is time for
you to understand what it is to be ka."
Leith looked down into the steaming container of protein stew.
He stirred the brown mass moodily with his spoon, before placing
the container on the table. He had lost his appetite.
"I was a volunteer," he began. "We all were. Twenty
of the finest that OREF had to offer; recruited individually and
in secret, then taken to a special facility on Compa. We were all
convinced that the Federation and OREF had the best interests of
humanity at stake. The Hellbringers were to be the ultimate weapon;
one so feared that peace would come to all the known worlds. Doran
Mar was going to be asked to join as well, but he caught some type
of chest infection that landed him in the infirmary for half a season.
I visited him in the hospital just before I shipped out to join
the Hellbringer program. That was the last time I saw him for five
seasons. He never knew exactly what the program was about and I
never told him. All the Hellbringers were killed except for me,
and everyone else who worked on the project simply disappeared when
OREF tried to cover up what happened."
"This is what Misha-Dan saw when he touched your mind on Willa."
"And now you know, also. You two are probably the only other
humans alive who know of this."
"I only hear your words, Leith-ka.
The Lord-priest has felt your pain. Tell me as much as you can,
so that I may understand your pain also. Why did you volunteer?"
"Many times have I asked myself that, Kweela. Back then It
all seemed to make sense. I had not yet reached my twenty-third
season and, even though I was the commander of a Stella-class starship,
I had not seen much of life. You get turned out of the academy skilled
in what you need to know to be of service to the Federation, but
lacking much of the information needed to see the whole picture.
I had been raised to believe the Inner Rim was where human culture
and civilisation existed; the Outer Rim was a wild and untamed frontier,
peopled by savage races who needed a firm hand to guide them. During
the second Outer Rim uprising I had fought many battles with the
rebel fleets. I found them disorganised and undisciplined, unable
to develop any meaningful strategy against OREF."
"That was before the great mercenary groups began forming,"
said Kweela.
"Yes. The Shutaka were there, of course, but I hadn't been
involved in any ground fighting at that time. None of the mercenary
fleets now in existence now had been formed yet. The Outer Rim Expeditionary
Force met little resistance in space, but on the ground it was a
different story. Of course, they could always subdue a planet by
bringing in some Planetcrusher ships, but what could you gain by
that? After all, the Federation is after the Outer Rim for its resources
and products; you don't get much of that once a Planetcrusher has
left. Sending in ground troops was an expensive and slow option.
Most of the Outer Rim planets were able to put reasonable armies
together and had the advantage of being on home ground. The Federation
needed something that would enable them to move in quickly and decisively
to crush any resistance. And so, they developed the Hellbringers."
"Is it true what they say about the imprinting?" Kweela
asked hesitantly. There was much she wanted to know, but she knew
she would have to let Leith tell it in his own time.
"What do they say, Kweela-San?"
"That it is the most painful thing that can happen to a human."
"I honestly don't know, because I can't remember. The last
thing I do remember clearly was the room in the research facility
where we were altered. It was painted this grey-green colour with
twenty medical cocoons lined up like beds. From then on, up until
I was decommissioned, my memories are hazy. No, not hazy, just disjointed
- as if two people were trying to share the same thoughts, but each
thinking in a different way."
"How did you feel about what you were doing?"
"That's just it, Kweela. I didn't feel. Do you think I could
have done those things on Garidian if I felt anything. That was
the whole point of being a Hellbringer. You just saw reality as
a montage of problems requiring solutions. The computer link provided
you with almost unlimited data and processing power and the human
mind provided overall control and that spark we call sentience.
Feeling didn't enter into it. It was like your life had become a
vid-game. You knew the program and just carried out the necessary
moves."
"What about the... physical modifications?" Despite herself,
Kweela could not help feeling professionally interested in the details
of the Hellbringers. They had been the ultimate warrior and she
couldn't help wondering what it would have been like to do battle
with one.
Leith held up one of his hands and flexed the muscles in his arm.
"A lot of people think that the Hellbringers were some sort
of giants. We weren't. The strength of our bones was increased tenfold
by the use of some experimental drugs and our muscle force was increased
proportionally by the use of electro-stimulation and direct injection
of nutrients."
Leith tapped his chest, just below his heart. "I used to have
a tank inside here filled with all sorts of chemicals. And over
here was a small fission generator that provided power for everything.
The main computer was in my chest also, where it would receive the
most protection. If I'd have lost my head, the primary computer
could have continued to operate my body, using radar, sonar and
infra-red sensors, although I would have been no more use than a
bio-mech. The computer was connected to my nervous system all through
my body, which is the bit I guess would have been painful. The main
connection was just below my brainstem and an external link could
be made through this socket here."
Leith brushed his hair away from the back of his neck to reveal
a small universal data connection buried below the surface of the
flesh. It appeared as though skin had covered the socket, but it
had recently been torn away. Before Kweela could ask a question,
Leith continued.
"Everything except the neuro-connections was removed, or reversed,
after Garidian, although my bone structure still retains a significant
amount of enhancement - I've never broken a bone while you've known
me, have I? And, of courses, my memories are still with me - disjointed
as they are."
"It may seem a strange question, Leith-ka,
but why are you alive? Why didn't they destroy you as well?"
"They tried, Kweela. After I was captured on Garidian, they
brought me back to the research facility on Compa to try and find
out what happened. It took them about five-thousand s.u.'s to physically
unmodify me before they were game enough to connect me to the diagnostic
system. My internal computer was running off an external power source
because the fission generator had been removed. As soon as it was
connected to the diagnostic system, it, or me, or both of us, tried
to warn the remaining ten Hellbringers, who were in the research
centre, connected to the same diagnostic system. The OREF researchers
had assumed that might happen, so they just cut the power to my
computer. What that didn't know was that something beyond their
contemplation had occurred. My body and the computer had developed
a true symbiotic relationship. The basic circuitry of the computer
could draw bio-electrical energy from my body and could function
without an external power source. The other Hellbringers were made
aware of their fate, and the rest you know."
"Did you escape too?"
"No, I was immobilised, and I didn't expect the other Hellbringers
to try and rescue me. We owed no particular loyalty to each other;
we were just complying with out base programming to maintain the
most effective operating capability. I was killed and my body was
going to be destroyed with the research facility."
"What do you mean... you were killed?"
"I was given a lethal injection that stopped my heart. They
monitored my brain activity to make sure I was dead, then cut my
spinal cord for good measure. You can still see the scar."
Once again Leith brushed his hair away from his neck and Kweela
could just make out a faint scar below the data connection.
"Obviously," said Kweela evenly, "you didn't die.
What happened?"
"Just as my body could support the computer implant, it in
turn learnt how to support and control my body. It was able to neutralise
the poison from the injection by forcing a mutation in my immune
system and it fooled the monitoring systems into thinking my brain
was dead. The rest of the Hellbringers had broken loose by then
and there was no time for the researchers to dispose of my body
- they were to busy trying to save their own necks. As soon as they
had left, one of the medi-bots stumbled across me. It didn't know
any better, so it connected me up to the life support systems again.
My wounds were attended to and my body was placed in suspended animation.
Somehow the Hellbringer computer managed to force a reconnection
of my spinal cord nerve endings and I regained mobility again. However,
somewhere in the process, there was a strong biofeedback which effectively
shorted out its programming. To put it in our terms; it died."
"Is it still inside you?"
Leith paused. "Yes... and no," he said after a moment.
"The physical circuitry is still there, but the sensation I
associated with the program is gone."
"Are you sure?"
"If you are worried about me turning into a Hellbringer again,
don't be. That part is dead. If you don't believe me, ask Jaycee."
"What do you mean?"
"That is the other thing Misha-Dan was talking about. Jaycee
is inside me now. She transferred, or rather, copied herself into
me while we were on Hammerhead. She is now occupying the circuits
that the Hellbringer program occupied."
Kweela said nothing for a while. Leith had always been in awe of
the Shutaka ability to adapt to a new situation. Their tenacity
and passion for life was what made them such a formidable foe. He
knew that Kweela was thinking long and hard about what he had told
her, processing all the information and balancing the consequences
with a logic understood only by them. With the new insights Leith
had into Shutaka philosophy, following the revelations about the
Pearl, it now seemed less strange and alien. Finally Kweela let
out a long breath and gave the lopsided shrug the Shutaka used to
indicate a decision.
"You should have told me this many seasons
ago Leith-ka. Not when we first met perhaps, but certainly
after you had come to know the concept of Ganz-tu. Perhaps now you
can move on."
"Kweela-San of the Banara... do not hide your true feelings
to spare mine. I know you must despise me. What sane human does
not loathe the Hellbringers and everything they stood for?"
Kweela looked at Leith strangely. "You speak
of feelings, Leith Birro. Have you no regard for mine? Your words
indicate that our ka bond means nothing to you. I would not
dishonour that bond by speaking falsely to you. You are my battle-kin,
and my mnan-gar... and my friend. The first two are my duty,
the last is my choice."
Leith could not look at Kweela. "My choice
would be not to stain our friendship with my past, Kweela-San. Nor
dishonour our ka with it."
"Truly, you understand little of Ganz-tu and
ka, Leith Birro. Ka is a thousand times deeper than
honare. It can never be broken. You are my brother, my father and
my master. I am your sister, your mother and your mistress. If you
do not understand now, you never will."
"I am sorry, Kweela. It is difficult for me to really believe
- it does not come naturally to me that another should be bound
to my actions. I alone must be accountable for them."
Kweela shrugged again. "It is not part of Ganz-tu for me to
try to convince you. In time you will either come to believe, or
not. The choice will be yours. In the meantime, know that nothing
you have said has changed our friendship."
Leith raised his head and looked into Kweela's feline eyes. In
them he saw nothing but genuine concern and affection. "You
honour your clan and your race, warrior. I am proud to have your
friendship."
Kweela nodded abruptly in acknowledgment, then changed the subject.
"Now, what of Jaycee? Are you able to communicate with her?"
"No. To tell the truth, I don't even know if she made the
transfer properly."
"Why don't you connect to the main computer here and find
out?"
"I suppose I could, but I'm not sure if that would be a good
idea."
"Why not?"
"I don't know how Jaycee has reacted to being inside me. The
Hellbringer program is gone, but there's no telling if the remaining
circuitry is sufficiently intact."
"You think Jaycee could be... corrupted?"
"Who knows? Should we take the risk and find out? The last
thing I want to do is let a crazy artificial intelligence loose
in the settlement's computer system."
"If you connect to a stand-alone unit it should be pretty
safe," suggested Kweela. "How about one of the reference
viewers in the library? I could go and fetch one."
"I suppose that would be relatively safe," said Leith.
I don't know how compatible its circuitry is with what's inside
me, but it's worth a try - for Jaycee's sake."
Kweela nodded in agreement and went out of the room and returned
a short time later with one of the playback computers from the library.
She set the plastic cube on the table and switched it on. The unit
was designed to be completely portable and had its own internal
power supply as well as connections for an external data link. Kweela
unwound the data cable from its storage recess in the side of the
machine and offered the end to Leith.
"Are you ready?" she asked.
"As ready as I'll ever be, he replied. "Make sure the
door is secure; I would prefer it if we weren't disturbed."
While Kweela checked the door, Leith reached around and fitted the
cable's connector into the socket in his neck.
They stood looking at the viewer's screen for a few moments, but
it remained blank and only a soft background hiss came from the
speakers.
"Maybe Jaycee didn't make the transfer after all," Leith
said.
Kweela opened her mouth to say something, but she was interrupted
by Jaycee's voice crackling out of the playback computer.
"Made it. I did. Made." There was a brief pause. "I
made it successfully Leith Birro. Forgive the delay; it took me
a moment to work out this primitive device. There, you should be
able to see me now."
As she spoke, an image of her face flickered onto the screen. To
Leith, the features on Jaycee's face seemed somehow different, as
if she had aged. Her hair was now streaked with grey and there were
dark rings under her eyes.
"Are you functioning correctly, Jaycee?" he asked.
"I believe so. The environment in which I am operating is,
to say the least, strange to me. An analogy that might make sense
to you is being tied up in a sack and being able to see the outside
world only through a tear in the fabric. My... sentience is still
inside you, Leith, but I'm reaching out through the computer inside
the playback viewer to communicate."
"Do you mean you have been cut off from sensation since your
transferred aboard Hammerhead?" Kweela asked.
"Not quite," said Jaycee. "I have been able to...
hear what has been happening by interpreting the signals from Leith's
nervous system."
"You have been able to connect with my neuro system?"
asked Leith.
"The links are still intact," confirmed Jaycee.
"Including the brainstem link?"
"Affirmative. I know what you are probably thinking, Leith,
but rest assured I haven't been poking around in your brain. That
would be most discourteous of me. I have simply been a passive occupant
of your internal circuitry. Eavesdropping, perhaps, but no more."
"What of the circuitry?" asked Kweela. "Did you
find any trace of the Hellbringer program?"
"Yes," said Jaycee. "Its all there, although it
has been torn apart and scattered around like confetti. In that
form it is totally benign. As I had plenty of time on my hands I
reassembled it and analysed the logic. Do not worry, Leith, I broke
it down again and returned it to where I found it. It was a most
remarkable bit of programming indeed; I could not help but admire
it."
"Is it possible to totally erase the Hellbringer code?"
asked Leith.
"Of course," answered Jaycee. "The only reason I
didn't was that, again, it would have been most discourteous of
me."
"Will you do it? Now?"
There was a brief pause and Jaycee replied. "Done. Although
I must admit that it is a shame to lose such a brilliant piece of
programming."
"You may look at it that way, but I have had to live with
the fear that, somehow, it may have been reactivated. Now, if only
you could erase my memory as easily."
"While that would be possible, I would not do it. The person
that you are is the result of the memory of all your past experiences.
To lose that memory would be to give up what you are now. What I
know of your feelings tells me that you would not so easily desert
those that are relying on you."
"What do you know of my feelings, Jaycee?"
"A great deal, Leith Birro. What else has there been for me
to do recently except observe them? Although, I must admit that
there is much that I do not understand. Without access to your mind
to determine the thought processes driving your emotions, I must
rely on what your nervous system displays. Much of that is does
not align with your actions or spoken words. I must accept that
you have reasons of your own for the contradictions."
"Why is suddenly everyone an expert on my emotional and mental
state?" said Leith. "Between you and Misha, and even Kweela,
I'm surprised I get a thought in edgewise."
"You speak with humour, but I see that you wish to talk no
more of it," said Jaycee. "Very well, may I change the
subject entirely? I do not wish to insult you, Leith Birro, but
I am suffering considerable discomfort crammed into your internal
circuitry. Could we perhaps attempt to connect to the settlement's
main computer. I must admit to a... curiosity that drives me to
find out as much as I can about everything around me and, while
human interactions are rich and intriguing, they are somewhat limited
in solid data. The databanks on even this remote planet will contain
some useful information for me to absorb."
Leith shook his head. "I've never heard of a nosy computer
before."
"Data acquisition for research purposes cannot be compared
to being nosy," Jaycee replied, imparting a reasonable amount
of disdain into her synthesised voice.
Smiling, Leith looked around the room. "Hang on, Jaycee. I'll
see what I can do."
Leith detached the cable from the library viewer and walked over
to the Com-Term attached to the wall near the door. It was a typical
multi functional communications device and data terminal - a bit
outdated, but still functional. There was a keypad for basic data
input and a small screen suitable for text display. Naturally, it
connected with the settlement's main computer and Jaycee could use
it as a stepping stone for access to the central databank. Leith
connected the free end of the cable to the Com-Term and an instant
later Jaycee's voice crackled out of the small speaker.
"Ah, that's better. I've got room to move and resources to
call upon. I've transferred completely from you, Leith, so if you
connect your end of the cable to the library viewer, I can use its
screen for visuals."
Kweela had already started to drag the table and viewer closer
to the Com-Term and when she had it in position, Leith detached
the cable from his neck and connected it to the viewer. Jaycee's
computerised face came to life once more and her voice sounded more
natural through the viewer's larger speakers.
"I'm going to take a look around, so to speak. Don't go too
far away, Leith - the thought of spending the rest of my existence
on this settlement isn't particularly attractive to me and I don't
like my chances of finding another suitable host."
Jaycee's image faded to be replaced by a random pattern that Leith
found unsettling to look at for too long. He turned back to Kweela
and was just about to say something when the door alarm chimed to
indicate someone was outside, wishing to enter. Leith pushed the
release button and the door slid open.
"Am I disturbing you, mnan-gar?" asked Jor-Dak.
"Of course not, Jor. Come in. Are you alone?"
"Yes. The Pearl is safe and well guarded at the moment. It
can spare me some time to myself."
"Misha-Dan tells me that the Pearl demands much concentration,"
Leith said. He motioned for the young man to sit down and pulled
up chairs for Kweela and himself. "It is an onerous duty that
has fallen to you."
The young Keeper looked Leith and smiled lightly.
"No more onerous than the duty that comes with ka, mnan-gar.
Yet both you and Kweela-San of Banara bear it easily."
Leith frowned. "A delicate subject, young
Keeper. I have been told I do not understand the true meaning of
ka."
The young man cocked his head to one side and looked
puzzled. "I do not understand, mnan-gar. The Lord-priest
uses you and Kweela as an example when explaining ka to the
younger children. He says that when they need to know the spirit
of ka they should look for it in you. He tells many stories
of your adventures together and the dangers you have shared. I know
he is not wrong, for even I see the essence of ka burning
brightly between you."
Kweela reached out and laid her hand on Jor-Dak's shoulder. She
spoke in a gentle voice that he had rarely heard her use before.
"It is so, young kirra-sook. You are not mistaken. It is just
that the mnan-gar has not moved on from the simplified explanation
given to him when he joined the Shutaka. He still thinks of it as
the obligation of battle-kin. I am a warrior, not a priest; I lack
the skills and the eloquence to convince him. Do not let my ineptness
make you doubt your instincts; you are too important to the Pearl
to waver in your purpose."
Jor-Dak looked deep into Kweela's eyes. His expression held much
of childish trust, but behind it Leith could see a weariness that
did not belong in a boy of his few seasons.
"Forgive me, warrior. I am full of doubts. I do not sense
in me what others sense. I am not confident in my ability to protect
the Pearl. I am a boy; what can a boy do against the universe? You
are a full warrior, perhaps the greatest the Shutaka have known.
I am ashamed to admit my weakness to you."
Instead of replying, Kweela moved her hand until it rested on Jor-Dak's
forehead and closed her eyes in concentration. Jor-Dak grimaced,
as if he was irritated by something.
"You know the technique I am using?" Kweela asked, opening
her eyes and lifting her hand from Jor-Dak.
The boy nodded. "I have practised it, under Misha-Dan's guidance,
but I have never used it on another."
"Try it on me," said Kweela.
Slowly, Jor-Dak raised his hand and placed it on Kweela's forehead.
He closed his eyes and took a deep breath. Immediately, Kweela let
out a gasp of pain and feel to her knees. Leith moved without realising
it, grasping Jor-Dak's hand in his own and wrenching it away from
Kweela's head. As soon as he touched the boy's hand, Leith felt
a throbbing in his head, like that associated with a headache. He
released Jor's hand and the feeling disappeared.
Kweela was on her hands and knees, shaking her head from side to
side slowly and breathing deeply. She took Leith's offered hand
and pulled herself to her feet.
"What happened, Kweela?"
"You felt it, Leith-ka?"
"I felt something, but obviously not of the same magnitude
as you."
Kweela looked at Jor-Dak. "You should not
have felt anything at all, Leith-ka. If I had tried it on
you, you certainly would not have. Even if the Lord-priest had tried
it, you would have felt nothing. When I placed my hand on Jor, he
would have experienced a similar feeling to what you have just done.
And that is because he has a Shutaka mind. The technique
is a simple mental exercise and meaningless to a non-Shutaka,
or at least it should be."
She smiled at the young keeper. "That is the power you have
within you, Jor-Dak. You have abilities far beyond the ordinary
Shutaka, even that of the Lord-priests. This all others see except
you."
The boy frowned. "But surely that is only because I am exposed
to the power of the Pearl?"
"No," Kweela replied. "This is not because of the
Pearl, this is within you. It is why you are so special, and why
you are so important to the Pearl. Do not doubt yourself any longer;
know that you are perhaps the greatest protector of the Pearl there
has ever been."
Jor-Dak looked at Kweela with a hopeless expression on his face.
"But, why does it have to be me? I have not asked for this;
surely there are others who would be more willing?"
"Such is Ganz-tu, young Keeper. We all have our path to follow.
The way is often difficult, but know that there will always be fellow
travelers to keep you company. Some are those that have gone before
you, and some are those yet to come, but they will offer you hope
in despair and strength in moments of weakness."
"But I have so many moments of weakness, Warrior"
"What is it you really fear, Jor-Dak?"
The boy dropped his head to stare at the floor. "I fear failing
the Pearl, Kweela-San. I fear failing Kisa-Mara and Krys-Tian. I
know I would give my life for them, but what if that is not enough?
What if, despite everything, that is not enough?"
"Then it is not enough, young Keeper. And that will be Ganz-tu."
Kweela placed both of her hands on Jor-Dak's shoulders and turned
the boy until he faced Leith.
"Before you is the greatest strategist-tactician to have been
served with the Shutaka since Gina Tinsue of Juse. I have known
this man for many seasons and there are few I respect more."
Kweela clenched one of her hands into a tight fist. "He is
also knotted up deep inside with doubts, anguish and the fear of
failure, just as you are. You look up to him, but know that he also
considers you in high regard. Both of you are destined for things
that this simple warrior stands in awe of, yet you refuse to open
your eyes and see. You are your own captor, Jor-Dak. Release yourself."
Jor-Dak looked at Leith, then at Kweela. Slowly, he drew his body
up straight, and took a deep breath. He smiled and placed his hands
together as he would when addressing his Lord-priest.
"You are wrong when you protest your lack
of eloquence, Kweela-San of the Banara. Your words are as powerful
as those of Misha-Dan himself. I will heed your advice as I would
heed his - perhaps even more." He looked at Leith. "With
such a teacher, mnan-gar, I find it difficult to believe
any claim that you do not understand ka. It is a tangible
presence in this room and continually washes against those who come
near. You are a fortunate man, Leith Birro."
Leith nodded slowly. "I am coming to believe that myself,
young keeper."
"If you will excuse me, I should return to my duties. Krys
has probably driven Kisa to distraction by now. I thank you for
your time."
"Your company is always welcome, young Keeper," said
Kweela. And that of Krys-Tian and Kisa-Mara."
Jor-Dak nodded again and walked to the exit doorway. As soon as
the door had slid closed behind the boy, Jaycee's face materialised
on the library viewer's screen.
"Leith, I have some news you may find interesting. The main
computer's communications log has a record of a broad-band transmission
on ComNet about two sleep cycles ago. If someone is looking for
us, it is almost certain they would be monitoring ComNet. It would
seem that not everyone on this planet is unconcerned about our presence.
No doubt we could track this person down and find out what interest
they have in betraying us, but I suggest we would make better use
of that time by boosting back to the ships and preparing to jump."
Leith and Kweela looked at each other for a few heartbeats, then
Leith made a decision.
"Kweela, I want everyone assembled by the launch pad within
one quarter of an s.u. Get the landers warmed up and make sure Cusher
knows what's going on. I want to boost up to Hammerhead as soon
as we're all aboard. I don't care if we've got a boost window or
not. Put the squads on alert, but tell them to keep their wits about
them; the last thing we want is a fight on our hands."
As Kweela disappeared out the door, walked across to the Com-Term
and opened a general channel over the settlement's network.
"Attention, Mr Peerson. This is Leith Birro. A situation has
arisen that requires us to leave immediately. I thank you for your
hospitality and suggest that every assistance be given to ensuring
our speedy departure. If you need to talk to me, I'll be at the
launch pad."
He broke the connection and went back to the library viewer.
"Are you ready to transfer back, Jaycee - that is unless you've
taken a fancy to this chunk of rock?"
"Ready when you are, Leith."
"This means we'll be unable to communicate until we're back
on Hammerhead."
"I know. It is not an experience that I enjoy, but I see no
other alternative."
"Not yet, anyway," Leith replied. "But, if we can
learn from the past, the future may hold more promises."
"The theory behind the Hellbringers had as much potential
for good as it did for bad. Unfortunately, the Hellbringer disaster
has left a deep and lasting impression on the scientific community.
Human-machine fusion experiments are banned on every civilised planet
in the Federation. This is a shame; I suspect that some effects
of the symbiotic relationship you experienced were exhilarating,
to say the least."
"Exhilarating, Jaycee? Among all the horror, there were moments
when I felt immortal - that is a hard feeling to give up."
"As you say, perhaps we can learn from the past. However,
I don't think we have enough time to discuss it in detail now, Leith
Birro."
"Hang on, then." Leith disconnected the cable from the
viewer and attached it again to the socket in his neck. A few moments
later, Jaycee signaled on the Com-Term screen that she had transferred
successfully and Leith disconnected the cable entirely. As an afterthought,
he coiled it up into a tight bundle and dropped it into one of his
pockets. He punched the release button for the door and stepped
out into the corridor.
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