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The Search (2001)
The sea was perfectly calm the morning after the last storm of
winter. The sky had dawned a sullen grey, but there was no anger
left in its tumbled clouds. A thick silence hung over the small
fishing village; even the gulls had not yet returned from where
they had waited out the howling wind and slashing rain during the
night.
Only one boat remained tied up at the harbour wall, a battered
old trawler with it's registration marks just visible under decades
of weathering. The rest of the fishing fleet had left at first light
to look for the missing boat. Jeyes had stood on deck watching them
go, then turned back to mending his nets. He worked quietly on the
boat all morning, tending to the many small jobs that never seemed
to get done until the weather forced a lay-up.
Around midday, Jeyes climbed up onto the stone quay and walked
across to the chandlery to fetch some fresh batteries for his torch
and pay for the fuel with which he'd topped off his tanks yesterday.
Bedford looked up from the counter as he walked in. Jeyes went across
to the fireplace and warmed himself, stamping his feet and holding
his chilled hands a few inches in front of the flames.
"Any of 'em back in yet?" Bedford asked. He took out
his pipe and tobacco pouch.
Jeyes grunted. "No."
"You should have gone, too, Harry," said Bedford, filling
his pipe carefully.
"Naught to do with me," said Jeyes, turning away from
the fire and walking across to the counter. "If he was fool
enough to go out last night, he deserves what he gets. I'm not wasting
my time and fuel searching for a dead man."
"There's two of 'em, Harry. He had one of his kids with him
too."
"That's another thing; what's he want to take his girl with
him for? A working boat's no place for a kid, even in good weather."
"I don't see he's got much choice, Harry. None of the blokes
in the village will crew for him. They're afraid of what you'll
say. His own boy won't be any good, even when he gets older. Not
with that arm of his."
"He still shouldn't have gone out last night," said Jeyes
"You know how the fish run before a storm like that, Harry.
Don't tell me you weren't thinking about it too."
"Maybe," Jeyes admitted. "Thinking about it's one
thing, but I got more sense than to do it."
"You just got more years, that's all," Bedford told him.
"You know the last storm is the big one - over quick, but twice
as big as anything else during winter."
"And I also know there's not much point looking for anything
out there after it. Their boat's either on the bottom or smashed
over five miles of coastline. If they ended up in the water, the
cold would've got 'em in an hour."
Bedford lit a match and held it to his pipe. When it was drawing
properly, he blew out the flame and looked at Jeyes, shaking his
head.
"I don't know why you've got it in for him, Harry. If it was
anyone else, you'd have been out there as soon as the wind dropped."
"I haven't got it in for him," said Jeyes. "I just
don't know why he doesn't go back to where he came from - China
or Hong Kong or wherever. We've got it tough enough as it is; the
catch has been getting smaller each year. Soon there won't be enough
left for us, let alone outsiders. Why doesn't he go up north - somewhere
where it's warmer. He's no good down here. You should have seen
his face when his winches iced-up last month."
"Give him a chance, Harry. He's OK. He took that old boat
of Mac's and got it into shape. He comes in here and knows just
what he wants. He might call things by different names, but he knows
his way around a trawler."
"A lot of good that would've done him last night," replied
Jeyes. He settled up with Bedford for the fuel and a couple
of torch batteries. He went across to the Union Hotel and had a
pint with his lunch of steak and kidney pie. As he left the pub
and walked back down to the moorings, he noticed that a gentle breeze
had picked up. The weak winter sun was breaking through the thinning
clouds and the seabirds had returned, wheeling and diving over the
moorings. The fishing would be good this evening. It would more
than make up for not being able to go out last night.
There was someone sitting on the stone edge of the quay when Jeyes
got back to his boat. Even from a distance, it was easy to see it
was the boy by the empty jacket sleeve hanging at his side. He was
staring out to sea and didn't move when Jeyes walked by. He stayed
there, still as a statue, until the first of the boats returned
four hours later.
Old Jackson eased his trawler in beside Jeyes' boat, gently scraping
against the fenders, and cut his engine. Jackson's deckhand climbed
up onto the quay and secured the fore and aft lines before trudging
off towards the pub. Jackson came out of the wheel house and stepped
across the gunwale to Jeyes' trawler. He knocked out his pipe against
one of the fenders and opened his penknife to scrape the bowl.
"Nothing," he said. "The radio's been dead all day,
too."
"Where'd you look?" asked Jeyes, in spite of himself.
"Up as far as Woolnorth Point. Down past Rocky Cape. Not a
trace."
"A storm like that wouldn't have taken him past Rocky Cape,"
said Jeyes.
"No."
"I've got a bottle inside," Jeyes told him.
Jackson nodded. "I could do with a drink."
Jeyes disappeared into the wheelhouse and returned with a three-quarter
full bottle of dark rum and two enamel mugs. He pulled the stopper
with his teeth and splashed a generous amount into the mug he handed
Jackson. They sat quietly on the gunwale drinking and watching the
rest of the fishing fleet come in and tie up. Eventually, Jackson
stood up and handed the empty mug back to Jeyes.
"Too bad," he said. "Lim was a decent bloke."
"He shouldn't have gone out last night," Jeyes told him.
Old Jackson said nothing. He looked back towards the village and
noticed the boy, still staring out to sea.
"He hasn't moved for hours," said Jeyes, following his
gaze.
"I'll get Jenny up at the pub to look after him 'til the coppers
decide what to do with him."
Jackson climbed onto the quay and walked off towards the pub.
He stopped beside the boy and spoke briefly to him before continuing
on. Jeyes turned back to getting ready to head out. Billy Larson
had been crewing for him recently, but he had been out all day on
Jago's boat so it was unlikely he'd be in shape for tonight. Jeyes
wasn't concerned; he could manage on his own if he had to, especially
as the weather seemed like it was going to hold steady.
"You search for him now?"
Jeyes looked up to see the boy standing on the quay, staring down
at him.
"I'm sorry, kid," Jeyes said, shaking his head.
"Others search. Why not you go out with them?"
"Son, you may as well hear it from me. There's no point in
looking for anything after a storm like that. They're gone. I'm
sorry."
"No."
Jeyes started to turn away. "Have it your way."
"My father, he sail in bigger storms than that - in typhoons,"
the boy told him, pride underneath the quaver in his voice. "Always
he return. He is the best fisherman in my village. All the others
look up to him."
"This isn't your village, kid." Jeyes pointed inland.
"It was snowing in South Forest last week. That's only ten
miles away. The water temperature is near freezing this time of
year. No one could have survived out there last night. There's no
point in searching any more."
"My father would not give up like that. That's not the way
in our village."
"Like I said, kid, this isn't your village." Jeyes turned
his back on the boy and went into the wheel house. He pressed the
engine starter and it coughed into life before settling into a rhythmic
thump. He went to the bow and slipped the forward lines then walked
back to the stern to do the same there.
Jeyes eased his boat away from the mooring and pointed her towards
the harbour mouth. As he cleared the breakwater, the last of the
sun's rays faded over the horizon and the stars began to stand out
against the darkening sky. The sea was still calm and Jeyes' trawler
moved easily through the icy water, her wake spreading out behind
like a shimmering fan. Jeyes held his initial heading for an hour,
then swung north west to run up past Walker Island. He knew this
was where the fish would be after the storm, not as many as last
night, but more than enough to fill the nets of his lone trawler.
After another two hours, he saw the black shape of Walker Island
in the distance and he watched as it slid slowly past on the port
side and disappear astern. The moon had risen by now and it shone
bright in the clear night sky, casting a silver glow over the ocean.
Jeyes throttled back the engine until it was just turning over and
went aft to begin setting his nets.
Lim probably would have been here last night, Jeyes thought. If
he really knew what he was doing, he'd have known this was where
the fish would be. He would have had time to set and pull his nets
a couple of times before the storm hit. It would have come roaring
down on them with little warning, unbelievably fast and savage.
They would have known that the closest safe water would be Robbins
Passage, but even if they'd cut their nets loose straight away,
they wouldn't have made it halfway there before the storm's leading
front passed and its full fury caught them. Mac's old boat was solid
enough - it's keel had been laid by Jeyes own grandfather - but
the storm would have tossed it around like an autumn leaf.
Jeyes watched as his nets slipped smoothly over the stern rollers
and sank into the depths. The net lines pulled tight over the trawl
arms as they swung out into position. Jeyes went back to the wheelhouse
and throttled up the engine. He set a course that would take him
in a broad curve back in the general direction of Walker Island.
He tied off the wheel and opened the overhead locker where he'd
stored the bottle of rum. He pulled the stopper and took a big swig,
letting the raw liquor run down his throat and warm his belly. Each
winter seemed colder than the previous one, or maybe he was just
getting too old for all this.
The wreckage of Lim's boat was probably on Walker Island, Jeyes
thought. If they'd been swamped and lost their engine, or capsized,
the storm would have driven them that way. There was one sheltered
bay on the island, but little good it would have done them to know
that. The bay was guarded by a rocky reef that was almost impossible
to navigate even in good weather. The storm would have ground the
trawler to pieces on the reef and thrown what was left onto the
beach. If Lim and his daughter had still been aboard at that point,
their bodies would likely be in Walker's bay now.
Jeyes turned to look astern at the trawler's wake. Over the steady
throb of the engine he could hear the trawl arms creak and groan
as the net lines pulled against them. Jeyes had fished these waters
all his life and had taken much from the sea but he knew that one
day the sea would claim payment. His bones would never lie at rest
in soil under a shady tree, instead his drowned soul would sink
to the ocean floor somewhere. So it had been for his father and
his grandfather. So it was for all the men of his village.
Jeyes remembered the night his father had been lost at sea. Old
Mick O'Callahan - not so old back then - had knocked at their cottage
door as dawn painted the sky. He'd spoken in a quiet voice to Jeyes'
mother, but Jeyes had heard enough to picture the angry waves, the
capsized boat, the panic and confusion, and the fruitless search
in the dark. Jeyes mother had cried briefly on Old Mick's shoulder,
then wiping her eyes, turned to make breakfast for young Jeyes and
his sister. They had sat at the kitchen table, eating silently and
staring at the place where their father would sit no more.
Jeyes watched the trawler's wake for a while longer, then abruptly
came to a decision. Cursing softly under his breath, he turned around
and throttled back the engine to idle again. He reached up and pulled
a small axe from its bracket on the wheelhouse wall and made his
way astern to the winches. The lines were tight against the trawl
arm pulleys and Jeyes knew the nets would be filling with fish.
He swung the axe and brought it down sharply where the net return
lines ran over the gunwale pulleys. There was a spark each time
as the axe blade met the steel rollers and the lines parted with
a twang. Jeyes threw in the clutch for the winch and it started
reeling in the nets. He could picture the catch spilling from the
nets deep below as the loosed sides opened out like a flower, thousands
of silver flashes darting to freedom. When the last of the nets
had been pulled aboard, Jeyes shut down the winch and returned to
the wheelhouse. He throttled up the engine and set course for Walker
Island.
After about half an hour, he made out the dark shape of the island
in the distance. He altered course to take him around to the southern
side where the entrance to the bay was, all the time looking out
for any sign of wreckage. Even on a calm night like this, the location
of the bay was easy to spot by the foaming white water marking the
guarding reef. The tide was turning by now and Jeyes knew it would
be difficult to maneuver his boat against the strong current running
past the island and thread through the narrow gap between the rocks.
Jeyes let the trawler swing around until the bow pointed into the
current and waited until he had drifted just past the entrance.
He pushed the throttle all the way forward and the diesel wound
up until it hit the rev limiter. The boat surged forward and Jeyes
swung the wheel hard to port, aiming for the middle of the gap in
the reef. He cleared the jagged rocks by about two feet.
As soon as he was in the clear, Jeyes knocked the throttle back
to idle and the trawler glided slowly into the bay. Despite the
cold, his hands were covered in sweat and when he reached up to
the overhead locker to get the bottle of rum he couldn't stop them
shaking. As he raised the bottle to his lips to take a drink, he
gazed through the wheelhouse windows towards the shoreline in the
distance. The full moon threw a soft silver glow over the beach
and the dense trees beyond.
"Damn," Jeyes muttered.
The whole village was lining the quay as Jeyes' boat purred into
the harbour at dawn the next morning. He had radioed ahead, so they
knew what to expect. About thirty feet out, he cut the motor and
his boat ran on slowly until it's fenders nudged the wall. Billy
Larson jumped aboard and tied off for him. Jeyes climbed wearily
onto the quay, taking Old Jackson's outstretched hand to steady
himself. Four men went aboard and carried the two canvas-wrapped
bundles ashore.
Lim's boy came up to Jeyes, his eyes red and swollen. He looked
at Jeyes, unable to speak.
'I'm sorry, son," Jeyes said softly. "They didn't stand
a chance."
"Thank you," said the boy at last, his voice trembling
with grief. "Thank you for not giving up."
Jeyes nodded slowly. "It's not much, but at least you'll be
able to say good-bye properly. It's the best any of us could hope
for in the same circumstances."
He suddenly felt very tired. All he wanted to do was make his way
home and sleep for a week. Old Jackson guided him through the crowd
to where his battered old Morris truck was parked. As they drove
off, Jeyes looked back and saw a small figure, empty jacket sleeve
hanging limply, kneel down beside the two grey shapes lying on the
quaystones.
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